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In The Abbys
Musik von Czeslaw Gorski - In The Abbys



Release Year - 2025

[In The Abbys] An introspective journey expressed through melody, chords, and rhythm. In this descent into the depths, we see sadness, pain, and longing.
Is there also hope in the depths?

Tracklist

01. Today I Visit Only Me - 4.34
02. Paper Shadows - 6.37
03. Without A Trace - 4.35
04. Life Keeps Rolling - 3.50
05. In the Fog of Time - 3.57
06. Those Plastic People - 5.59
07. This Was My Garden - 6.4
08. Send an Emoji - 3.57

Credits

Music: Czeslaw Gorski (GraFix Design Studio) & AI-assisted tools
Lyrics: Czeslaw Gorski (GraFix Design Studio)
Arrangements: GraFix Design Studio & AI-assisted tools
Mixing & Mastering: Czeslaw Gorski (GraFix Design Studio)

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01. Today I Visit Only Me
02. Paper Shadows
03. Without A Trace
04. Life Keeps Rolling
05. In The Fog Of Time
06. Those Plastic People
07. This Was My Garden
08. Send An Emoji


Today I Visit Only Me
[Verse 1]
Today I visit only me,
A place no soul has ever seen.
No light, no shadow, no dark, no fear,
Just silent walls that hold me near.

Full calm waits for nothing at all,
Nothing will happen, nothing at all.
Hope stands outside, it cannot come in,
Sound drowned by the scream of silent sin.

[Verse 2]
Beyond my eyes, the world remains,
Alone, forgotten, it drifts away,
Like a blind shepherd who looks at the stars.

[Pre-Chorus]
I see the mess of this world,
I’ve had enough, I can’t stay.
I want to cut the cords,
Fall asleep, drift away—
Anywhere, anywhere but here,
Not in this world, not in this sphere.

[Chorus]
No light, no shadow, no dark, no fear,
Just calm in waiting, nothing near.
I turn inward, leave the world behind,
Where it can stay, lost in its own mind.

[Bridge / Instrumental]
Nothing to chase, nothing to find,
I close my eyes, leave the world behind.

[Verse 3]
The night is deep, but I am free,
No one can reach inside of me.
Drifting slowly, no end in sight,
Only myself, in the fading light.

[Chorus — repeat / fade]
No light, no shadow, no dark, no fear,
Just calm in waiting, nothing near.
I turn inward, leave the world behind,
Where it can stay, lost in its own mind.

Paper Shadows
[Verse 1]
Time like sandpaper
scraped the letters from my life,
memories erased so softly
I can’t read what once was mine.
Footsteps fade into the water,
dissolving in the trembling light.

[Verse 2]
I see my days through murky mirrors,
blurred and drifting out of reach.
Faces melt like distant echoes,
voices hiding in the reeds.
Even love becomes a whisper
lost beneath the surface sheen.

[Chorus]
I’m sinking slowly, sinking deeper,
falling into endless night.
Take my hand and hold it gently,
just a moment — keep me alive.
Lead me softly through the darkness,
to the border of the void.
Where I whisper into silence,
and my story is destroyed.

[Verse 3]
Wind stirs the silent darkness,
mixing thoughts I can’t unwind.
Moments scatter into shadows
as the waves distort my mind.
Only faint distorted sunrays
touch the place where life once shined.

[Bridge]
Time like sandpaper
scraped the letters from my life,
memories erased so softly.
voices hiding in the reeds.
Even love becomes a whisper
lost beneath the surface sheen.

[Chorus – reprise]
I’m sinking slowly, sinking deeper,
falling into endless night.

Take my hand and hold it gently,
just a moment — keep me alive.
Lead me softly through the darkness,
to the border of the void.
Where I whisper into silence,
and my story is destroyed.

Without A Trace
[Verse 1]
Daylight left me without a trace,
Its fading touch no longer on my face.
Memories slip through cracks in time,
Rotting softly, losing rhyme.
Every moment once warm and near
Now dissolves — too far to hear.

[Verse 2]
I reach for forms that aren’t there,
Shadows breathing cold, thin air.
Footsteps echo with no sound,
Nothing answers, no one’s around.
Only the weight of what I’ve been,
Pressing softly, sinking in.

[Chorus]
I’m falling under — far below the last light,
Hold me for a moment in this endless night.
If I slip away before you see,
Let the darkness take what's left of me.

[Verse 3]
Even the water forgets my name,
Carrying pieces no one will claim.
Light bends, breaks, and disappears,
Like all my wasted years.
Every pulse grows slow and weak,
As I drown in things I cannot speak.

[Bridge]
No stars above, no ground below,
Just the quiet where all lost things go.
If there’s a place that feels like death —
I’m already there, without a breath.

[Chorus]
I’m falling under — far below the last light,
Hold me for a moment in this endless night.
If I slip away before you see,
Let the darkness take what's left of me.

Life Keeps Rolling
[Verse 1]
People suffer — that’s the way it goes,
Life keeps rolling, nobody knows.
You learn to live with pain inside,
You close your eyes and let it slide.

[Verse 2]
The day is heavy, it cuts too deep,
The light’s too bright, it steals my sleep.
I fade away from borrowed dreams,
And drown in silence, in silver streams.

[Chorus]
All I have is oblivion,
Sweet escape when the night comes on.
No stories, no lies, no sound —
Just the dark where I’m safe and found.

[Verse 3]
No more tales of borrowed joy,
I’m done with hope they all destroy.
Don’t wake me up, don’t call my name,
I’m not the same, I’m not the same.

[Bridge]
And if tomorrow dares to shine,
Let it pass — it’s not my time.
I’ll stay where shadows softly fall,
Where nothing hurts, no pain at all.

[Chorus – reprise]
All I have is oblivion,
Sweet escape when the night comes on.
No stories, no lies, no sound —
In the dark, I am safe and found.

In the Fog of Time
(Verse 1)
All I have left is the past,
Echoes of laughter that couldn’t last.
The clock stands still in the dark,
Ticking softly, but missing the spark.

(Chorus)
In the fog of time, I drift away,
Chasing ghosts of yesterday.
Your shadow fades, but still I find,
You linger in the corners of my mind.

(Verse 2)
The wind once whispered through my hair,
Now it’s silent — you’re not there.
Your touch dissolved like morning rain,
Still my heart repeats your name.

(Bridge)
The music plays, a lonely tune,
Neon light replaces the moon.
I close my eyes — and there you are,
A memory dancing from afar.

(Chorus – reprise)
In the fog of time, I drift away,
Chasing ghosts of yesterday.
Maybe love was never mine...
Just a dream — in the fog of time.

Those Plastic People
[Verse 1]
Everyone scattered,
hiding in corners,
like frightened shadows
running from the fading light.
Silence tastes bitter,
words fall like ashes,
every thought waiting
for someone to say “yes, you’re right.”

[Verse 2]
Love lives in a phone now,
charging through a cable,
we don’t touch hands,
we don’t touch souls.
Eyes avoid meeting,
fear of reflections,
everything broken,
everyone cold.

[Chorus]
those plastic people,
their words pain me,
their glances hurt me —
no heartbeat inside.
Artificial faces,
artificial time,
artificial people,
living artificial lives.
Artificial faces,
artificial time,
artificial people,
living artificial lives.


[Verse 3]
The streets are empty,
but crowded with ghosts,
smiles are painted
and they never stay long.
I walk through the noise
like I’m moving through water,
the world’s out of rhythm,
the world’s out of song.

[Bridge]
Touch me —
I feel nothing.
Hold me —
I feel the cold.
Stay with me —
but don’t be plastic.
I need something real
in this artificial world.

[Chorus — repeat]
those plastic people,
their words pain me,
their glances hurt me —
nothing alive.
Artificial faces,
artificial time,
artificial people,
living artificial lives.

[Chorus — repeat]
those plastic people,
their words pain me,
their glances hurt me —
nothing alive.
Artificial faces,
artificial time,
artificial people,
living artificial lives.
Artificial faces,
artificial time,
artificial people,
living artificial lives.

This Was My Garden
(Verse 1)
My optimism grew like a lawn in my garden,
Showing off its green, so rich and alive.
I’d pluck tiny blades, feeding on hope,
Drunk on the feeling that joy could survive.
In that gentle haze I’d search for a four-leaf clover,
Always found one before sunset fell.
I’d whisper a wish just to myself,
Like it still mattered, like things were well.

’Cause I like it simple:

(Chorus 1)
Simple wishes for happiness and joy.
Simple wishes for a love that’s real.
Running hand in hand straight into life,
Chasing sunlight, chasing what we feel.
Running so fast my shadow
Can’t keep up behind me.

(Verse 2)
This morning someone cut my lawn,
Too short, too close to the ground.
It’ll grow again, I’ll wait it out,
No clover today — luck’s not around.
Dreams postponed for a couple of days,
Happiness can stand in line.
I’ll tell myself it’s nothing serious,
Just another minor sign.

And I still like it simple:

(Chorus 2)
Simple wishes for happiness and joy.
Simple wishes for a love that’s true.
Running hand in hand straight into life,
Chasing sunlight like we used to do.
Running so fast my shadow
Stays far behind me.
(solo)
(Verse 3)
Today something cruel finally happened,
The field was plowed, my garden gone.
No more wishing, no more green,
I put my gray dress on at dawn.
Tears won’t fall — there are none left,
Only salt upon my lips.
Hope packed up without a word,
Like a ship that silently 

And still I dream about it:

(Chorus 3)
Simple wishes for happiness and joy.
Simple wishes for a love that stays.
Running hand in hand straight into life,
Chasing sunlight from better days.
Running so fast my shadow
Is nowhere near me.

(Verse 4)

Now it’s concrete where the field once breathed,
A parade ground, hard and wide.
Perfect for marching, keeping the rhythm,
Steel won’t crack it — not even if worlds collide.

And blood?
The rain will wash it clean.
Always does.
Nothing left to be seen.

So I’m asking softly for:

(Chorus 4)
Simple wishes for happiness and joy.
Simple wishes for a love that’s real.
Running hand in hand straight into life,
Chasing sunlight — if it’s still there to feel.
Running so fast my shadow
Finally disappears.

Send an Emoji
[Verse 1]
We’re wired like breaker boxes on a wall,
crossed cables, buzzing, nothing real at all.
No one talks anymore, we just press and pray,
tap-tap feelings, send ’em far away.

Nobody laughs ‘cause it hurts so good,
they just send a signal like they should.
Nobody cries, no tears on the floor,
just hit a button — nothing more.

[Pre-Chorus]
Wanna hurt someone? Wanna make it kind?
It’s easy now, don’t use your mind.
No words, no face, no human sound,
just push the key and shut it down.

[Chorus]
Send an emoji for your pain,
don’t get messy, don’t complain.
Love, hate, death — just rearranged,
same damn face, different frame.

Birth is content, death’s a trend,
scroll it once and recommend.
When you die, don’t be rude,
send an emoji — keep it cute.

[Verse 2]
We don’t see birth, just a blinking sign,
we don’t see death, just a line offline.
Life shrunk down to a thumbnail size,
fits real good between the lies.

Got problems? Here’s a smiling face.
Got joy? Same damn place.
You love someone? Yellow heart.
You hate someone? That’s also art.

[Pre-Chorus 2]
No touch, no breath, no time to feel,
don’t ask what’s fake, don’t ask what’s real.
It’s all reduced, compressed, polite,
human life in megabytes.

[Chorus]
Send an emoji for your pain,
don’t get messy, don’t complain.
Love, hate, death — just rearranged,
same damn face, different frame.

Birth is content, death’s a trend,
scroll it once and recommend.
When you die, don’t be rude,
send an emoji — keep it cute.


[Bridge ]
Go on.
Send a little coffin with a smile.
Make it funny.
They’ll love you for it.

[Last Chorus / Outro]
Send an emoji for your soul,
make it small, make it whole.
When you disappear from sight,
press the key — goodnight, goodnight.

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